I wish it was

that same day,

When you saw me

Crying

I, avoiding for

our eyes to meet.

You were just there

Staring at me

The first person

to see me like this.

but I never wanted that...

at first...

...and I told you to keep it our little secret.

And you agreed; it was the first promise that...

...we both made.

The tears stopped...

I wanted

to hug you so tight...

...but I only said

thank you

in the end.

I wish that I went back to

that same day,

so I can

hold you tight

in my arms and

cry.

And say the words

I've been wanting to say.